So the next day, I went to work late.
Well, you can't blame me because it took me a long time to sleep last night.
I don't know how to face my boss now, after he confessed to me last night.
Flashback
"Fuck.. I like you Shanelle."
My jaw dropped at what he said.
"S-sir Tim."
I cannot speak well
He really surprised me.
I don't know what to feel.
"You heard it right? I like you. Goodnight Shanelle."
After he said that, he hung up.
While I was left dumbfounded.
End of flashback
I looked at my wristwatch and it's already 8: 15 AM in the morning. Maybe it's not too late for me to give it to him.
I was nervous while holding a cup of coffee which I bought earlier before I entered the building.
I knocked three times and waited for his signal.
"Come in."
I fixed and prepared myself before I entered.
I bow down my head a little and entered towards to his table while avoiding looking at his face.
I immediately put his coffee in it.
"You're late."
I know sir, it was your fault. My mind speaking
"By the way it doesn't matter. I know you couldn't sleep well last night."
I was suddenly embarrassed by what he said
"I-I'm going out sir Tim"
I said nervously.
"No you stay here."
What? Oh God!
Please don't kill me here oh!
I'm so nervous about what you're saying.
I don't know how to feel because I know it's wrong!
"W-why?"
I asked while not looking at him.
"Why can't you look at me Shanelle?"
I braced myself before looking him in the eye.
His face was so serious!
"I-I know you were just joking last night sir."
I heard him laugh a little.
What's funny with what I said?
"So you didn't believe me after I confessed to you?"
Lord please stop me!
I don't want to feel it because it's wrong!
Stop it heart! I warned my heart for beating so fast.
"Sir it just--"
I was about to answer when he interrupted me to speak.
"Tim."
He said seriously.
"What?"
I said confused.
"Call me Tim when it's just the two of us and can you just please stop saying "Sir" the age gap between us is not that far."
I was surprised when he suddenly stood up and approached me.
"O-kay sir- I mean T-Tim."
Oh! This is hard!
I stepped backed away as he came closer.
"I know you feel the same damn thing too Shanelle, don't deny it."
My eyes widened at what he said.
"W-what sir?"
I can't believe what he said.
"Tell me you like me too Shanelle."
He said seriously and our body are only one step apart.
"S-sir."
I speak weakly.
"One more time you call me sir and I will really kiss you."
I suddenly closed my mouth in fear that he might actually do it.
"Tell me and don't deny it."
He said again
"T-Tim I'm sorry I-I don't want to feel it. Yes I like you too but I tried to avoid it."
I said shyly as I turned my gaze to his table.
"Don't avoid your feelings for me Shanelle just let that go with."
I couldn't believe what he said causing me to look back at him and that's how surprised we were when our lips accidentally touched. My eyes widened!
I didn't know that his face was so close to mine.
I immediately pushed him lightly.
"S-sir Oh I'm sorry I didn't meant to kiss you-"
My eyes widened when he kissed me again!
I couldn't react.
It lasted only three seconds before he let go
"I told you one more time you called me sir, I will kiss you."
He said with a naughty smile.
Then I realize that I had forgotten what he said in shocked.
"Why did you kissed me?"
I said with a frown.
I don't care if he see my face like this.
This isn't really right!
"Because you forgot what I've said earlier."
He smiled and my cheeks turns red.
Shit! He is so handsome!
It's the first time I've seen him with that smile.
"Then why did you really do it!"
I complain
"Remember Shanelle I'm the boss here I always do what I promise."
Oh my god!
I snorted, he was right.
"O-okay so can I go now ?"
He smiled before speaking.
"Okay but I hope after all, you will not feel awkwardly between us."
I let out a sigh
"Isn't it wrong?"
I said straight forward
"Is it wrong to be honest about true feelings?"
I was thrilled by what he said but it's a mistake!
"You're married Mr. Dynaire!"
I was a bit exaggerated
"I-I know but I don't care, we can get this through."
W-what?
"Don't tell me?"
He stared into my eyes.
"I didn't love Karen Shanelle."
I couldn't believe what he said
Does this mean that all the sweetness he showed to Karen was just a show? for what? so she doesn't get hurt?
"As what I've said this is new to me Shanelle I never felt this before you came."
This is so much surprising!
"D-did Karen knew about it?"
He nodded.
Shocks!
"But she still trying to win my heart. We're just arranged marriage just so you know. I marry her without the feelings and it's very hard for me."
That's why they still haven't had any children!
That's the reason!
So he wasn't in love to Karen?
How could it be possible?
Karen is gorgeous!
She's almost type of all man!
I can't believe Tim Vann Dynaire didn't fall for her and Karen must be hurt.
"S-so what's your plan now ?"
and that smile! that can drop panties!
"I'll court you."
My mouth suddenly open for what he said.
"Don't worry it's only between you and me no one's gonna know about it. I will settle everything before the world knows about us."
Is this right?
I will become his mistress if I agree to what he wants.
He and Karen are still married.
Karen is gonna hate me if she will know that I love her husband.