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Chapter 7 - The girl made of wishes

Callas P.O.V

I didn't sleep after the dream.

How could I?

The photo on my desk had *changed*. That wasn't just some glitch or hallucination. My name hadn't been on it the night before—and the words written in my own handwriting sent a chill deeper than fear.

**Phase Two: Integration.

Calla.**

Integration of *what*, exactly?

The worst part was that something inside me didn't feel surprised. It felt inevitable.

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At school, the walls seemed thinner.

Not just metaphorically—*literally.* I could hear conversations from down the hall, like whispers pressing through drywall. I knew when Mrs. Hendricks dropped her pen in the science wing. I knew Ash was biting the inside of his cheek during Chem.

When Jason laughed with his friends, I felt it echo in my chest like a memory I never lived.

And then there were the other things—worse things.

Locker doors slamming shut behind me without touch. Lights flickering when I got angry. Time stretching during class like it was trying to hold me still.

I wasn't imagining it.

The Engine wasn't just outside me anymore.

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I skipped sixth period and locked myself in the band room.

The instruments sat like forgotten toys in the dark. A cello leaned in the corner, strings loose and dusty. I ran my fingers over the keys of the upright piano. I'd never played it before—not really—but something told me where to place my hands.

And without thinking, I played the same melody Jason had described.

Minor, haunting, half-beautiful. Like mourning something you never had.

When the final note faded, I whispered, "What am I?"

The air shimmered.

And from the shadows behind the risers, something *answered.*

Not with words—but with **feeling.**

A pulse. Like recognition. Like memory.

I stood slowly. "Hello?"

No one.

But I *felt* something watching. Not hostile. Not kind. Just... curious. Like a mirror waiting to be looked into.

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That night, I snuck back into the basement.

The Engine glowed softly in the dark, like it was dreaming.

I reached out, my hand trembling. "Tell me," I said. "If I'm part of you, then show me the truth."

The machine hummed louder. Lights surged across its surface like veins waking up. A panel slid open with a hiss, revealing a hidden interface I'd never seen before—an iris-shaped device, small enough to fit in my palm.

It pulsed with a slow rhythm that matched my heartbeat.

I picked it up.

The second I touched it, I *remembered things I'd never lived.*

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A man shouting in a cold lab.

Lila, screaming.

My father's voice, desperate: "She's not ready—her mind's still forming!"

Someone else: "She's stabilizing the field. You want results? This is how we get them."

Then—me.

In a glass chamber. Small. Floating.

*Not born. Built.*

I dropped the iris device.

Fell to my knees.

The machine quieted.

But I couldn't stop shaking.

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Ash found me an hour later. I don't know how he knew I was here—he just did.

I couldn't look at him at first. Couldn't say the words.

Finally, I whispered, "I don't think I'm real."

He didn't flinch.

"Define 'real,'" he said quietly, kneeling in front of me.

"I think... I was part of an experiment. A backup tether. Or worse—some kind of integration node. What if I'm just a container for everyone else's wishes? A failsafe for the Engine?"

Ash took my hand.

"Calla," he said, "you feel guilt. You protect people. You question everything. That's *real.* Your memories might have gaps. Your origin might be... complicated. But your *choices* are yours. That's what makes you human."

I wanted to believe him.

I really did.

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That night, I dreamed of two Callas.

One standing in a room of mirrors, fractured reflections warping her face.

The other was behind glass, bathed in wires, floating in light like a constellation. She reached out to me through the barrier and said, **"The wish was you."**

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I woke up crying.

Not from fear.

From understanding.

My father hadn't used the Engine to erase the past.

He'd used it to try and fix it.

To fix *me.*

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I stood in the mirror, searching my own eyes for something—some sign of artificiality. Some code beneath the skin. But all I saw was a girl with too many truths and not enough anchors.

And yet... I was still *me.*

The Engine didn't define that.

Not yet.

But it wanted to.

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I returned to Ash's garage with the iris device tucked in my pocket.

We studied it together under the light of an old desk lamp. It pulsed when I touched it—dimmed when Ash did.

"It's attuned to you," he said. "Like a living key."

"To what?" I asked.

He hesitated.

"To the next phase," he said. "Calla... if the Engine was evolving, maybe *you* were always its intended interface."

I didn't flinch.

I just nodded.

"Then I need to understand it before it understands me"!!

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