LEO
The prom night turned out way worse than anticipated. No, I never anticipated it to be bad in the first place. I never thought I would come back from the prom without Erwin and with a heavy betrayed heart and my best friend on my tail constantly pestering me to tell him exactly what happened.
I had zero desire to talk about that with Ruth but for some reason I did. And I felt even more betrayed when Ruth constantly spat bullshit about Erwin and bad mouthed him.
It was a bad idea. Telling Ruth about what happened in front of the restroom.
I heave a breath of tiredness. I had to wrap up all my work in the past day. The tiredness is weighing into my bones. But still I am unable to sleep even a blink. In the past nights, my nightmares were worse than ever. Every time I fell asleep, it felt like someone was choking me. Other than that, I have grown a bad habit of cuddling with Erwin before going to sleep.
