"..."
It seemed that this was not just because of her apology, but something I had been preparing for some time, only she used it just now.
In fact, I hadn't done it this way, nor had I caught her off guard or taken advantage of her when she was careless, because she didn't really seem to want to.
Unlike Elena and some others, who only rejected me because of the weirdness of the experience, Astrid didn't like it at all, when she tested the waters a bit.
She really rejected any such action, with Astrid I felt it would come out wrong if I forced it or overdid it, so I didn't do it.
She wasn't like Elena, who simply refused to accept that she likes stimulation of that kind, as her body would positively respond unlike her resistance...
So, although I was really sometimes tempted by the idea of doing it, I never did it, nor did I ever provoke her again, not even with just my fingers.