*Genevieve*
I was in fact running away from Lucien.
To be fair, Ama made it easier for me to do so. It also helped that Lucien was extremely busy too.
He made time for the kids, but I noticed the lingering looks on his part. He knew what I was doing, and was doing a good job at letting me get away with it.
With all his threats, I did not think he would let me get away with it, but he did in fact, and I like it.
I think.
I still yearned his touch. I was also avoiding going out on dates because what good were they if all I could think about was him?
I am allowing myself to think about him because I am alone right now.
He took the kids out, and I opted out.
He looked at me, shook his head, and accepted my decision. I know he wanted to say more, and I wish he did, but he did not.
It was as if he was making my wishes come through by leaving me alone.