"Today, I went to attend a meeting in the city and came across an old couple. One called the other darling, and they laughed together. I want to see Xion laugh with me like that. "
"I keep wondering… should I call him by such names? Would he allow it? Or would he turn his gaze away in anger?
But if he did… even his anger is beautiful. I can picture it so clearly — the way his cheeks flush, the way his eyes narrow like a little wildcat about to pounce. Adorable, in every sense."
"I might end up calling him a kitten with how often I've compared the two. But I can't. Allen said it might be disrespectful to call Xion that. Apparently, it was like reducing someone to an animal?
I don't want that. I want to shower Xion with all I have. I respect him more than anyone else in the world, but he hates me."
"Will he ever like me? What should I do if he hates me even after following all these instructions?"
