"Who is it?" the dismay in me drives me to make a wild guess, "Could it be the Elwes Predator?"
Nonetheless, I realise how illogical my surmise sounds——All victims of the Elwes Predator were still missing, none of them were ever found since. If I was one of the Elwes Predator's prey, he would not let me commit a suicide before he captured me, at least not at some place public for the process to be seen…
If it was not the Elwes Predator who wanted me dead… "Who wants to kill me?" And, "Why do I intend to find that person? What do I want from him? Was I trying to seek revenge?"
"That…" helplessly Esmund gives a sigh, "I was hoping you could tell me."
Unfortunately, Esmund is not the one who is possessed with answers. It seems like the answer I am seeking for has gone along with the memory I lost. It places me in angst that when I have unknotted a mystery, many more follow——
The reason behind my suicide;
The identity of the person who seek my death;