Love my maker and my destroyer
I gave into the feeling without a second thought and freaking doubt
I let it dictate my every move
Stupid me believing what I was doing was right
I don't blame you for my pain
I blame myself for letting you get under my skin and loving you vein deep
Left my heart to make the decisions and it chose to live for you
The thought of being without you left my heart hollow so I chose to believe I'd have you forever
Seamlessly forgetting love doesn't last forever it's just another fever
Here I am can't get you out my head while you're in another person's arms forgetting me
I love you too deep that living without you feels like a hollow street, dark empty and deserted
My heart's deserted while your's is reserved, protected and loved
Yet my heart's been left to love someone who doesn't love me as much, who doesn't love me at all
Love made me the best person I could be then destroyed my everything
You proved to me love is a risk
A damn risk I'd be willing to take if you came to me
But no you're in the arm's of another caressing and cooing while I'm sobbing and sniffing
You smile cause you feel loved yet you didn't smile as much for the love that radiated off me
The freaking love that came from vein deep
Love's made me question my sanity cause loving you made me feel like a mad man
My mind ran wild with possibilities of you coming back and us being happy
Although where the words 'happily in love' are concerned there's no us
There's never been an us always a me
A me who was blindly in love
A me who saw you as perfect and I still do
A me who saw you as my reason for breath but I guess you weren't
You were my first and my last
I held my heart cause I was tired of the pain and I told it tonight it ends with us