Today was a long day. The moment that I returned from dinner, I felt so tired that I fell to my bed without changing. It's been a while since I have felt this exhausted. This is a different exhaustion while I'm fighting.
I didn't do anything that much, but I am mentally tired. All I care is sleeping tonight.
But thanks to the classes today, I learned something new. I admit, when I was in the library, I already knew everything. But there were some topics that not even the library was able to cover.
But I don't care. I'm glad to experience living like this again. The only difference is that back then, I never cared about anyone else besides myself. Even when they tried to make friends with me, I just glared at them and walked away without a care.
I was so focused in achieving my goals, that I rejected those who tried to get in my heart. In the end, I finished my studies without a friend.
All I cared was giving my parents a peaceful life.
But that mindset changed me and isolated me from the rest of the world.
While everyone was drinking, dancing, and making friends, I was already spilling blood of my enemies.
How cruel of me. How cruel fate is.
But with this new life, I won't repeat the same mistakes ever again.
My eyes became heavy. I closed my eyes and fell asleep after. Today was really tiring.