*Everything that i am writing right now is been written by me while putting him on the call to tell how he felt when we first met so anyone thinking why am I being a narcissist, I am not.
My man is just obsessed with me, deal with it*
I was in the hospital visiting some family member ,i was so done with whatever they had to say or were doing, i was just begging my mother to let me leave and then.....
I saw her , and time stopped , god why did everything got blurred but her!
*Yeah feels like a copycat i know*
Then I just started admiring her and she looked up for a minute, that's when i just realised, ok, too much staring she'll be thinking I am a creep now.
*Creepy!*
I looked away and my mother was saying something ,
"huh" I asked.
" Go home if you want to its noon already" she replied.
Seriously like right when things started to get better this woman wants to send me home?
"I'll stay" i replied acting nonchalant so she won't find out why.
*Desperate*
After finally making my mother let me stay in the hospital * great place you chose to stay sir*
I started admiring her and noticing what she does,how she reacts to things, how she talks to people around her, I was just trying to know more about her *that's called stalking in sane people's language*
I saw how she stayed serious in most of her conversations with strangers but was nice to my mother and the rest of my family *yeah cause I was trying to impress them idiot*
It was evening and i had to go home , " cause if i won't leave now my parents won't let me come back to the hospital" i thought to myself
After reaching home I just set on my bed and started thinking about her *always a fan* how she walked in and my brain just froze, things got blurred, So they weren't wrong in those bollywood movies things like this really happen when you fall in love at first sight i was just thinking, how could someone look so perfect and be real
*not my words, his* i wanted to talk to her .
But I just didn't knew if she'll talk to me or will just make fun of me in front of everyone for even thinking i could ever talk to someone like her.
*And now he makes fun of me,oh! the things this man do*
After that I called my friends telling them how I saw a girl and they were taking it so lightly thinking i was kidding and then i told them how pretty she was and she was just soo different from others
*Seriously different from others? That's all you got to compliment me? Huh!*
Then after missing her for a while , i saw the time it was evening I was thinking of excuses to just go back to the hospital and see her.
*What can I say, a fan!*
And that's when i remembered my relatives were suppose to go and meet the patient so i told my parents that I'll go and make them meet the patient
And they agreed and i smiled so big that they almost saw it.
*And he smiles funny*
So I was back in the hospital, as soon as I entered the area where she was sitting, i started staring at her and she was busy scrolling through her phone
I wondered what does she even do in her phone all day.
*Reading books, chatting with friends, scrolling through Pinterest, planing trips that my parents won't allow me to go on and what not*
I was so busy admiring her that I didn't even noticed when my family handed her the kid, from the looks she didn't looked the type who would love kids , but she was pretty good with him or maybe just pretending *Yup this one* i didn't know so after playing with him for a while she gave him a mint pack
*I should just open a factory of mint at this point*
I was so jealous of my 2 year old cousin as he got my crush's attention but i didn't, seeing the pack in his hand I just wanted to snatch it and keep it to myself.
*I am dating a literal kid at this point*
After a while the kid finally gave the pack of mint to me and i was so happy thinking I'll get to talk to her in excuse of giving her back the mint pack,
I could have jumped so high i really thought that, this was my chance,
I went to her and handed her the pack of mint and said Thank you ,
She didn't replied
*I didn't heard it I am sorry baby *
My excitement shattered thinking she didn't liked me, what was i even thinking why would she?
* I love you the most idiot*
With my shattered feelings and a thought that my crush didn't liked me I went out with the kid, now I was just scared of facing her but I also thought maybe she'll come out to talk
*If you thought i didn't liked you , why would I had came out, but also i didn't knew your plan sir I am sorry*
She didn't came I knew all my hopes were false and i was just thinking too much , after a while my relatives came out and asked me to drop them home, I nod and we left even while in the parking area I was just waiting for her
*On a serious note, Why???*
So after dropping my relatives and then going home.
All i could think about was her, and how much I adored her she just looked like a fairy and I knew i wanted to try and talk to her more than anything in this world , but the fear of rejection was also there.
*To achieve great things in live you have to surpass your fears my boy*
So the whole night I was thinking about her and not wanting to give up and maybe atleast to be her friend.
*We are so much more than Friends*
* Ok so if you all think the tone is too girly I am sorry even thou, it's his words , I am the one writing so deal with it*