The deviousness of beings
It had come to him like a bolt of lightning on a clear, blue, sunny day. His revenge. His way to cause this shewolf more pain than she could ever imagine. They had the ultimate connection, and soon it would be even stronger, the only difference was he had Tris as well.
Where Amber could hide nothing he could hide all he wanted.
He knew every time she stopped a baby from forming. At first he was hurt and then he understood that she was doing this for him. He understood that she wanted a baby so badly she felt like it was greed instead of yearning.
He would give her this, that she wanted so badly, and then rip it from her arms once her love grew to unfathomable heights.
He could not figure out how to hurt her, how to exact his revenge. She was willing to give him anything and everything. She would give him Star Fire if he wanted it. She would even give her life.
How do you exact revenge against a person like that? Allow them to create something from that which she loves beyond all then take that thing away.
But could he deprive his own offspring of their mother? No, probably not, but he had Tris and she could manipulate thought patterns and change a desire to something loathed.
He kissed the back of her neck again and Amber awoke from her thoughts. She was a bit dazed so it still took her several minutes to respond. In this time Stefan continued to kiss her and waited patiently.
Her confusion and inner debate were both palpable. Suddenly she felt so insecure. She didn't trust her instincts. She calmed herself, and then spoke.
"You want a baby?"
"No, but you do. You compromise for me, why shouldn't I do the same for you?"
Was he truly this devious? Now he was suddenly questioning who he was. But Amber smiled. She turned to him and kissed him passionately. Then she snuggled into him and almost instantly fell asleep.
Luna Azul's celebration for them was a lavish affair. All of the family heads within the pack were in attendance and the food was abundant and exceptional.
Everything was wonderful but Amber's mind remained on her conversation with Stefan. Him wanting to think of her before himself had her completely undone.
Stefan, on the other hand was quite torn. He was proud of his plan but he understood how horrible it was. No matter how he thought about it Amber's children would be his children.
Could he truly be that callous?
Yes. Yes he could. He would not lie and say he was not warring inside. They were genuine soulmates and in different circumstances he knew he would whole heartedly love her unconditionally.
But how could he do that now? How could he betray is Alisa and his father. His wolf aspect would be okay… eventually.
He knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that Amber was going to allow a pregnancy and soon. He needed to plan sessions with Tiffany to cut off some more of his emotion and maybe a bit of his personal moral code.
Tiffany already explained that this was dangerous but he was willing to risk everything for his revenge.
Everything.
He felt the wolf portion of his mentality rage a bit. It was not his ego, conscious or his self because he had all three comfortably restrained. He did not want to restrain his wolf. Too much could go wrong if he did. He breathed deeply, knowing that Amber could sense his unrest, and he quieted himself.
She said nothing but he knew she took note of it. He could do nothing but speak to show all was fine.
"Our final union ceremony will be in two weeks. I hope that both of you will attend. After that we will figure out what needs to be done about the vampires.
"This is not just about Talon. This is about vampires moving into werewolf territory with a clear agenda. We can not allow that to happen."
All four sets of Alpha eyes glowed with werewolf intent and the room quieted as their powerful intent rolled forward and through the room. Stefan smiled disarmingly.
"But for now we celebrate out packs uniting." He looked to Amber. "Shall I allow you to negotiate the terms?"
She cocked her head at him and looked curiously. "I think we should do it together. This is a big move for our pack."
Stefan shook his head in disagreement.. "This is just bringing family back into the den." He shrugged. "Nothing more."
Then he took her hand, kissed it, and then pressed it into his cheek. She looked at him for a long moment and then nodded.
He felt the chaos of her senses. Her frustration in the fact that he had already learned how to close himself off so tightly and her inability to maintain calm when it came to him. Then she began to wonder if Tiffany would truly help her to close herself off as well. Her senses told her yes.
She looked to Trahan and Talon. "We can go over everything before Stefan and I leave."
Both Trahan and Talon nodded.
"We can do that in the morning while Stefan trains Luna Azul troops."
Stefan nodded. 'Very good.' Stefan thought. Tiffany told Trahan that her Alpha wanted this but Trahan had been a bit hesitant because of Amber. And now he had fit it in.
Amber nodded. "That's a good idea. We need to strengthen Luna Azul as soon as possible."
Trahan looked to Stefan, slight surprise deep in his eyes. But it was only for half a second and then he was normal again.
Stefan sighed inwardly. He was becoming extremely devious.
[R18]
Amber initiated things that night. She had taken him into her mouth as he sat in one of the chairs in the bedroom studying a tall stack of papers that Tiffany had brought him.
She didn't say a word, she just unzipped then unbuttoned his pants and took what she felt she needed in that moment. She was always so surprised at how soft his skin was here. It seemed like all his other skin was so tough or calloused but here it was soft and a bit luscious.
She allowed her tongue to run along the length of him like she was enjoying a popsicle that was melting too fast and she didn't want to lose any of the wonderful cream.
He repositioned himself and eventually pulled his pants down to his ankles so that he could enjoy the full bliss of her mouth. She began to suck harder and faster and he had to put the papers down entirely, a section had already become crumpled in his grasp.
He had to restrain himself as he got the urge to begin moving in and out of her mouth more vigorously. He felt he could not do that without her explicit permission.
But he didn't need it and he leaned forward and positioned her so that he could see just how wet she might be. She had come prepared for this and had on a short dress and no underwear. He was not disappointed and he dove his fingers deep into her dripping honey pot.
It did not take long for this to be insufficient for him and he stood and positioned her on his lap with her back to him.
He kissed spine as she allowed him to glide in and out of her. He leaned her back into his chest and held her legs open wide with his hands gripping her calves tightly. She moaned loudly as the back of her neck rested on his shoulder.
He kissed her as he thrust deeply. He closed his eyes as he felt her body tremble. Both of their minds went blank as all that there was in this world at this moment was the two of them.
The both partially changed into their wolf forms and pleasure rippled through them like furious waves during an intense storm.
Her first climax set small ripples moving through him. He savored it as he first salivate and then his mouth went dry. He stood, not allowing himself to slip from inside her, turned and she kneeled in the chair.
He gripped her hips and, pulled her to him and dove inside her at the same time.
Suddenly the room turned and it was like the world turned on its side. He felt the heat in his chest first and then it spread throughout his body and everything cooled and there was an odd blissful peace that swam over and through him, and he knew that this feeling was moving between the two of them.
He didn't know what it was and he had never felt it with his Alisa but he decided not to think about it and allow it to be. The. It touched and connected their souls and it was like something beyond bliss beaming within them.
Something that could shatter existence as they knew it. Something that was beyond both of them yet connected them together. He felt Amber climax so hard it felt like he was trembling.
He closed his eyes and licked his lips.
He rode the waves of ecstasy. His dreams of revenge cresting and breaking alongside his pleasure.
It would seem that it was possible to have his cake and eat it too.