No…no…..no ... .no…no(i cling on to her) you can't be dad. I love you. I miss you too much, please. I don't want you to die. I want you to wake up, babe. Please wake up.I really need you to wake up now. I really can't live without you. I truly can't. Why do you have to die, please? Please wake up, please. I really don't want you to die, because I need you, I really, truly do need you. (All of a sudden, he gets a warm, safe station in his fingers as he starts to survive the angel. But unfortunately, she is still unconscious. Thankfully, she can sense his presence.)
Jasper:( i put the food down and grab hang gently) i'm here, sweetheart, and on another leave. You, I always have you by my side? I will always be pink. You promise you this that I will never leave you until death.Does us part.( somebody stabs me behind me, didn't turn my back and i.e. turn around, and I see it's Loony, who has come back cooking for angry revenge. Loony:haha ha i have finally got to at last. There is no turning back now. You will die( jasper, short of breath, presses a red alarm as he needs to get rid of loony and they're very long, it's so awesome a lot, the nash's indicated that he's in trouble.) Jasper: In his dying breath, which he may or may not actually survive through the troubled times) angel, I need to tell you something well. It's a bad secret. Loonie is my brother well, he is my half brother (the doctors and nurses finally rush in And huddled me away to a different room.So they can try and heal me again)
(I sit up, I'm very alarmed and very scared, as I don't want to die just yet) Is my sweet baby angel going to be OK? I can't die because she really needs me. And she really does need me. We also told each other that we would be together even if death does us pot. Already want to be a path on her lost final breaths, otherwise I would have broken my promise to her? And that wouldn't mean I was a very bad person. I know I don't wanna go to hell because that's where bad people go. Doctor: I'll let you go see her but I'll have to move your bed so you can stay in your own bed because we don't want any of this funny business? Do you understand me sir.Jasper:( as we go back along the corridors) just doctor I shall know funny business at all. Even though we are together, I was gonna propose to her as well. But that'll be soon, and it will definitely be done later on during the day, or maybe tomorrow.
Doctor: Well, that's very good news to hear. But as doctors, we've had to see very extreme grocery things happen in the patient beds, but I'm not going to go there. Just so the sound of it, as you'll get very bad , and I wouldn't wish that on any poor soul. Jasper:( we get to her room) so duck, what does PTSD sound like as I'm actually unsure of what that word means, and I would love to know more about what PTSD stands for as I'm not educated around that area. Doctor: Well PTSD it's known as post traumatic stress disorder. It comes in various ways, like an abusive family member or Partners, any accident like a car accident, bus accident, but it can also be like deaths in the family. And that isn't one of the most common things that can make people have PTSD Jasper: Wow I would absolutely hate to get that as I definitely won't be able to cope. Can't you just get it like a normal person?Would you have to have it during an accident? Doctor: Definitely. Not, it will stay in your mind like an unwanted parasite. Causing, you need to have nightmares, unwanted thoughts and flashbacks, and there is a lot more of it to come( he puts me next to angel now) Jasper: Thank you so much doctor( doctor now has walked out of that room to go.Check on his other patients that he needs to) i love you so much angel( saying the most solemn voice I ve ever had)
(The next day)
Angel:(I woke up in the morning to see Jasper asleep while that's what it was, until his heart mother tells me that he died in his sleep as his heart pattern. It is a straight line and I scream very loudly.) NOOOOO please don't believe me. I love you. I can't bear my life without you. Why did you have to go(i went dead silent for 2 minutes. Because that's how long I've mourned over someone and it's also to pay my full respects) I can't bear my life without you. I hope that I'm not dead because I'm not without you. And I'm so sorry, jasper. but I'm sorry, I wasn't able to protect you or anything like that. I'm sorry you had to die alone. (He's not actually dead. It's just the heart machine wasn't working. So I go get a doctor and he pronounces Jasper's death. So they then discharge me and take Jasper's body away. They didn't even check if Jasper's body was cold.) Angel:( I pace up and down for the rest of the day in the house) why? Why him? Why did he have to dive first? I can't do anything any more without him( I lay on the floor as the day passers. I started to fall asleep, but I happened to wake up in the middle of the night to some strange tapping on the window….. It's Jasper so I immediately let him in.)
AngelA-are you the ghost of Jasper because if so, please tell him that I am. So sorry I wasn't with him. At last moments, when he was alive (as I cry softly in his arms) Jasper:no its me its really me. I should have told you this but loony is my half brother or so I think. And he was so obsessed with you and he's trying to get revenge for being with you and well he's a complete and utter crazy lunatic. Angel:Well we need to stop him, we can't keep doing this. He can't keep controlling you like this as it's totally and unnatural. I wish this would stop and I don't want it to happen as you mean the world to me and I'd miss you too much. Jasper:Well I'm so happy you missed me so much it means so much to me and I feel so special and like I'm the only guy in the hole and I'm so grateful. But timber I'm supposed to be dead also at my funeral even though I'm not actually dead. I will always stay with you all night. I promise you I'm not going to ditch you.I love you forever and I'll choose you my bugaboo.
Angel:well enough let's go to bed after a long and exhausting day and I want to have a nice long hug in bed as we can't do anything about this as I want that to happen and not anything Else in the hole world.cJasper:(I kiss her softly on the forehead with a big passion)I am truly sorry for all the internal conflict I have caused you as I shouldn't have done it as it was the worst thing in the world.
Angel:please listen to me (I slightly beg him with tears in my eyes)I don't want you to fake your death. I love you but I can't live this lie. Please come clean and tell the police what your brother is doing to you. (We go upstairs and I pace back and forth in the bedroom) Jasper:Well ...well if i tell the police he will get arrested but i-i-i just can't bring myself to do it it's like getting your parents arrested and it's something you don't do ok.you just don't do it . Angel:Well I understand (I speak calmly my words like a warm blanket in a very cold storm) I am very optimistic about your past with him but please tell me when you and you are only ready to open up to me. Jasper:thanks (I go to bed snuggling up to her)good night (we say at the same time)
(NEXT DAY)
Angel:(I very slowly wake up my eyes in the morning to see him long gone.but his sent is still here form the night before) why did he have to go some soon I miss him so much and now i'm all on my own again (I depressedly go to get some food because otherwise I would be so hungry so I bitterly get some toast) Loony:( I knocked at the door) Angel:( i open the door and I see him) or what do you want?It's just you killed him( I start crying all over again.Maybe to make him feel bad) Loony: Look, angel, I'm sorry. I truly am sorry, but I've seen him alive. I truly have seen him alive( angel stops crying) Angel: I- i know, but he wanted to get away from you. I feel crazy over me and he was trying to protect me, but you still hurt me and I don't know why you did it. And why you must treat him in such a way that I will never believe. Loony: But… but he's trying to hurt you a little while ago, well, we were to give up. And I got really jealous, and then I hated it. Please, can I come in? Do you not want me to go in? But it's ok if you truly don't want me to come in. Angel: Fine. But only cause, I truly do need some company, and I hate being all on my own in a home( i let him in but i'm still very cautious around him) Loony: Thank you so much.I'm so grateful for everything, and I would ever let this down, but I'd do you need to explain something to you, that just ba hasn't had any guts to tell you whatsoever. Angel: Okay( as I just tough for him to sit down and he gently held my hand) so but what is it you need to tell me as i'm needing to know what is so desperately needed to tell me, but I feel so nervous about knowing what he needed to tell me)
Loony:( I take a deep breath in and out. I don't know.She may be shocked or she may not be shocked as she may already know) will you know I have met ? Why we actually grew up together as his mind, brother and I love him and I couldn't stand being with you, and I loved you too, but I wanted you to be all mine. I know anyone else I know. Would've never let you go, especially not to him. Angel:( i'm vividly shocked and suddenly surprised, but I tried not to let him show) you-i oh my God I can't believe it. Those, I know why absolutely hay you in jasper, others, even though he did say as well. But despite the violence, why be so vicious to each other? And not be lovely , light brother should be.I will truly never get that in the slightest.Part of the world. Loony: Well, I think you and Jasper could make an epic polyamas relationship, which means being in a relationship with two or more people. Angel: How about you get the hell out? Because that is absolutely disgusting. And I will never appear a part of something like that. If I absolutely hate your guts and I wish you do, you sleep and fall on black ice.
Loony:(she got me out of the house.But I keep pleading with her) please give it a go. Maybe you might like it, but I truly don't want to hurt you and I want to give you(I get cut off because the dog gets slammed and I have no choice but to walk away.With hopeless eyes and a broken heart) Angel:(I scream at the top of my lungs. Take me to church, cousin praying like a filthy dog as I sing in perfect harmony as I desire to go to church But that's not until tomorrow. ( I can't stop thinking about just buff and where he is. But all I wanna know this is OK or anything like that, but I crime myself to to sleep, but while layer, I feel as though someone's violently shaped king me up and I'd open my eyes. Jasper: Hey, wake up, it's just me, Jasper . Please. Please please wake up.I know you are not dead just yet.I can feel it
(angel wakes up) it's like 10 PM and you were asleep and you haven't even had food haven't you? Didn't me yet except for breakfast( give her.I am not an impressed face of a look) look, I know you're sad, but you can't just not eat for the whole day. Except for breakfast, I'm almost sorry for what he said.I know it's disgusting and totally wrong. Angel: You're telling me that, but why are you staying for the day( I feel sick as I imagine a room full of dirt and moss) Jasper: I'm in the youth hostel for now, but yes, I will tell the police. About my brother as he is sarcastic and absolutely crazy.Also he is bisexual, only out loud, but that does explain why he acts so Fleet towards me. But you know, I'm straight as a bullet, and that says something( she looks absolutely scary and petrified at the same time. I can tell she hates it) are you ok, or are you now, okay( i cry softly) Angel: i must confess my sins( i cried softly too) i've been hiding this for a long while. But I need to stop being so afraid of what society tables at me( take a deep breath in) . Well, I'm bisexual too, so what's it's ok to like both boys and girls Jasper:( i make some tea, and I grab some biscuits for us to munch on and to eat gospel about her pathetic.Loony is and how you found you're bisexual) Angel: Well, it's quite simple, really when I look at people, I think, do you wanna be like them? Or do I wanna be with them as it's surely how I feel about people.
Jasper: Well, I'm super glad you feel so confident enough to tell me as I know.It must be hard for you to live with all of the hate that you get and all of the older nonsense that the others give you. Angel: Well, I'm so grateful you exact me for who I am, and I'm so glad you're not like the other. Keep ola, I know who would stop me and tell me to go to church, but as you can quite literally see it's my life, not theirs, and I should be able to do why one, and when I want with my life. Jasper: I know it's not fair about the LGBTQIA+ community and I know partially about it, because it's very easy to learn about the whole community. Angel:( i very slowly fall asleep) well, I'll teach you all about the community soon.But for now i'm really exhausted, and I just want to go to bed. ( We finish our food and he slowly makes his friend. The gap quickly challenged and then he grause me up from the floor in the living room and then he got me a sword. Even though I'm asleep, he knows he can do this as he.Already knows he has my full permission to help me get ready to bed if a voice has already fallen in his sleep.But in this case, I have. It takes me into bed and then he quickly gets to bed beside me. Snuggling up next to me as if he'd never want to let me down. We then finally fell asleep, hoping that the day would never end. Never one team to let go of each other's side)
Angel:( i'll wake up and look around the room and to my surprise. Jasper is still here in the morning, and I blushed like mad because i'm super happy dies here, and that is not disappeared like he did a little while ago) Jasper: Morning, sweetheart.How are you?I hope you had a good knight's rest I do look super exhausted. And I wanna make sure that you're always going to be alright, even if you aren't, you really need to tell me ok( I gently rub her cheek) be careful. I'm feeling funny, lovey dovey, in a good mood today and I wanna be with you. I'd you're the only person that keeps me going friend. To be honest, I couldn't care about a single person in the old world. Except for you. Angel:( kisses forehead) i'm so ready and I want to spend everyday with you. I'd even kill for you, but not just now. Let's just chill out for a while. ( We get interrupted by a knock at the door. We don't know who it is just yet. But we peep for the low peat hole, and it looks like it's loony and -he's with a strong looking lady who looks way too kind for they're liking as she seems as though she could kick both those butts in a heartbeat. Don't know what to do so we just stand there for a minute, unsure of how to react.)