This whole incident was just a figment of his imagination, and while thinking about it all, he entered the class as he was late, so he sat on the front corner bench, which is usually a vacant area in a class of 250 students. It was on the 6th floor of the building.
The physics teacher was teaching about radioactivity and how radiation could kill a human, and talked about the gamma rays involved in the damage caused by nuclear bombs being carcinogenic and causing oncogenic transformation in normal cells. After the class while heading back ,he was thinking about the food he would be eating as he skipped breakfast today. After finishing the brunch while heading towards his room, he saw whitish paint on the doors of the hostel, even on the door of his room but ignored it and got to his daily routine as usual. Later in the evening, he was on a walk with his friend Immanuel, he told him that whitish paint was actually an insecticidal spray. After getting back to the room he started to collect that whitish paint which was converted into a powder form by scraping and scratching from the doors and walls, while having dinner he was searching for its chemical formula and its properties, and it found to be pyrethroids but this small amount was not enough to kill a human being. "But this food from the hostel mess could surely kill one, '' he thought sarcastically. This was me 'Ashby'
At night, I was in my room reading a book while drinking hot milk, trying to introspect and reflect back, how my life turned from a champion of place to a lone eagle in the sky. It took me 2 years back
I was a topper of my school a bright student, I was a concept artist (freelancing)
a football player, having good friends, a progressive person I was. what if I could be alone with no one to disturb me, I could change the world with my hardworking attitude and dedication like Srinivasa Ramanujan, and could make myself a stronger person and independent. I just need to be alone, that's it. And as my favorite book 'Secret'
Tells me, you will create what you think, feel, and experience, so it was just a matter of time, everything vanished around when I landed in the education hub of country Kota firstly, I became an eagle then sooner lone. I am a person who accepts things as they are and lives with it, maybe easygoing as time passes by. I became more familiar with my darker side, some of those were human tendencies. Accepting that I was meant to be alone forever and slowly I became an emotionless cold, stone-hearted person who couldn't feel much.
I came back from the past memories and after brushing my teeth, I was ready to sleep. Before that, I saw the photo of my grandfather.
The next day I saw a poster near my classroom and as I looked at it I was totally shocked, all my vicious memories of the past appeared on the retina of my eyes......