You know, almost everyone I know I always told me that I have no heart and that I can't feel anything, and I always believed in this statement. But now I'm starting to doubt if I really don't feel anything, because I think I'm in love, and I can't take it just looking at the cold screen of this phone.
Just seeing her picture will not heat me up. I want her live and in color right here, I want to be able to feel her heat, her smell, I want to hug her.
One when I was bored was when I found her in a random forum that I entered for lack of things to explode, and who would say that I and I would become friends. Although,
One day as we made a video call, when I saw her in her usual pajamas, I felt my face warm and my heart accelerate, I knew it should have a red face. So pretended to look for something down from the computer desk, so I could calm me, she said I was disastrous and thought it was cute. Shit, because I feel that way,
That this feeling I don't understand?
— Hey, wake up. — I speak as I rock Kiramman to wake her up.
— Uh, what? — She wakes up abruptly, looks at me — But… what? What are you doing here? — Said almost shouting before I remind her that my sister slept beside her with a head movement.
— I just want to talk to chimney head.
— Being on the edge of the bed, and she looks at me confused.
— Sigh, what about what do you want to talk about, Jinx?
I told her about the last few weeks since I met Lux and how I felt about her, I commented on whenever I saw my heart rapidly and my face heats up, and finds that feeling good. I asked her what that feeling was, when I looked back I saw his face in amazement and surprise.
— What it was? Is there anything in my hair? — I took my hand to my hair.
— No, that's not that. It's because I never thought you of all the criminals I know still could love. — She smiled, as if he was proud of me, it was strange.
When I realized what she said, I was amazed, because what I was feeling was love. I couldn't believe it, it was supposed to be impossible. I had fallen in love and didn't even notice, I felt my face warm and hide it with my hands. Furthermore, I was trying to calm me down since I was very embarrassed until I heard a low laugh, and when I raised my face I saw my sister looking at me with that malicious face. Ugh, tonight will be hell.