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Chapter 5 - Chapter 4: Roots Beneath the Wound

Clive

They think I'm noble. That's the lie I let them believe.

Truth is, I didn't start this because I wanted to save anyone. I started because I couldn't stand being powerless. I wanted it all back. My soul, my strength, my choices.

Even if others burned for it.

When Maedra took the first piece of me, I felt nothing. The second, I wept. By the third, I understood—she wasn't destroying me. She was hiding me from something. Something bigger. Something worse.

I didn't care.

I only wanted to feel whole again.

My parents died protecting me. I never asked them to. I told them to run. But they stayed. Believed in the "chosen" child. In the Bear-God's bargain. My mother's last words were, "Don't let it take you."

Too late.

Now I hunt the woman who saved me in the only way she knew how.

Because the truth is, I want the pieces back not to seal anything but to feel like a god again.

But sometimes between the anger and the lies I hear my mother's voice in the shards. And it whispers,

"Don't become the monster that survived."

I wonder if I already have.

Grimpel

There's a story beneath the jokes.

A wound behind the teeth.

Long ago, I wasn't cursed or carved or clever I was just a man who wanted to bring his daughter back.

Lena. Her name was Lena. She was six when the sickness came. And I was a scholar what good are books when your child is coughing up stars?

I begged the priests. They said it was fate. I begged the mages. They said time was irreversible.

So I rewrote time.

I peeled back the skin of the world and stepped inside. I made deals. I broke rules. I won.

But I didn't bring her back. I brought something else. Something that wore her face and laughed in her sleep.

By the time I undid it, I had lost my body, my name, and my place in the world. I bound myself to this skull as penance.

I thought I could guide others better than I guided myself.

Then I met Clive.

He was strong, but soft. Furious, but still reaching. I thought, If I helped him close the gate, maybe the gods would forgive me. Maybe I'd see Lena again, just once.

But... every time I hear the gate hum in the distance, I wonder.

Do I want forgiveness?

Or do I want to watch the world that failed me end?

Maedra

I never wanted to hurt him.

When I saw Clive in the visions, I didn't see a weapon I saw a boy sobbing in a storm he didn't cause. A child gifted a god's burden without his consent.

So I took his soul fragments not to destroy him, but to protect him.

I scattered them across cursed grounds and sealed them in sorrows. Not because I wanted him broken, but because whole, Clive would awaken what slept beneath the moon.

I begged the College to help. They called me mad.

I begged the forest. It wept.

So I did it myself.

I kissed his brow with blood and salt. I said, "This will hurt. But it will keep you safe." He didn't understand. How could he?

He was twelve.

I buried the pieces in suffering because pain is the only thing that scares gods.

Now he comes for them. For me.

And I can't tell him the truth—not all of it.

Because if he stops, it wins.

And if he continues...

He becomes the very thing I tried to save him from.

And the louder the moon laughs, the closer the gate creaks open.

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