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Chapter 21 - Jackson

Jackson had that kind of smile that made you feel like the center of gravity tilted slightly toward you.

He was easy to be around. Confident without trying too hard. He made dumb jokes, let Liv talk over him without minding, and actually listened when you spoke. There were no weird silences, no buried looks. Just… warmth.

The kind of guy your mom would love. The kind of guy who texts when he says he will. The kind who doesn't leave bruises — physical or otherwise.

And yet, as he tossed a water bottle to me and leaned back against the car, laughing at something Liv said, all I could think was:

Why couldn't I fall for someone like him?

It would be easy. Safe. Clean.

Jackson wouldn't confuse me. Wouldn't look at me like I was a secret he didn't know how to keep. Wouldn't leave without explaining why.

But the problem with easy was that it never felt deep enough.

Not like Callum.

Jackson's eyes were a warm kind of brown. Reliable. Honest.

But they didn't burn the way Callum's did when he looked at me like I was a memory he didn't know how to forget.

And that was the problem, wasn't it?

I could go on a dozen dates with guys like Jackson. I could laugh, flirt, kiss someone under the summer stars and pretend it was enough.

But in the back of my mind, it would always feel like pretending.

Because Callum ruined me for simple.

And maybe I hated that. Maybe I wished I could flip some switch and erase whatever tether tied us together.

But you don't get to choose who your heart waits for.

Even when it shouldn't.

Even when it hurts.

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