Sometimes you can't be who you want to be and sometimes you can't do what you want to do.

That is the daily life of our anti-heroine. She is over powered with innate and learned magics and abilities but she does not have them to use them. she has them because she was born with them and she learns quickly. 

for her it is about acquisition not utilization. She wants to have power to understand power but she doesn't want to serve and protect. 

but it is out of her hands because she is Rachel, the Milana of Trannisa realm. her purpose is to maintain a balance dictated by the realm.

she is there when she has to be and when she is not needed she is off learning new things. 

so what happens when she is suddenly needed all the time? will her habit of avoidance become a mask of doubt and insecurity. 

so will she be a flawed being and pass the torch or will she endure in self doubt and constant insecurity. 

or is there a third option that has been there all along and completely out of her control?

In this space there was light which meant there was shade and darkness that could be manipulated. This caused Yana to practice her magics in the hopes of increasing levels.


As the light continued to rush to her in intervals she used shade create. At first she thought it brought Shadow from darkness but there needed to be some sort of light. Which she found crazy since she had an odd relationship with light. But now she knew that she could pull darkness to her when there was any type of light around her. And she could sense light around her for over a thousand kilometer. And with in this same area she could create or call Shadow.


Chapter 253 - truths seen and unseen