Sometimes you can't be who you want to be and sometimes you can't do what you want to do.

That is the daily life of our anti-heroine. She is over powered with innate and learned magics and abilities but she does not have them to use them. she has them because she was born with them and she learns quickly. 

for her it is about acquisition not utilization. She wants to have power to understand power but she doesn't want to serve and protect. 

but it is out of her hands because she is Rachel, the Milana of Trannisa realm. her purpose is to maintain a balance dictated by the realm.

she is there when she has to be and when she is not needed she is off learning new things. 

so what happens when she is suddenly needed all the time? will her habit of avoidance become a mask of doubt and insecurity. 

so will she be a flawed being and pass the torch or will she endure in self doubt and constant insecurity. 

or is there a third option that has been there all along and completely out of her control?

Professor Montague McGonagall Was in his lecture hall. He was half excited half nervous about his class today. His daughter had already proven herself competent. So much so that he actually had her assisting him instead of learning with the others.


On the first day they only spoke on theory and then he asked if anyone could open a dimensional door. The answer was supposed to be no but Hazel had razed her hand with confidence. When she opened a level three door Professor Montague was left standing with his mouth agape for several minutes.


That day, after classes, he took her to the glass caves and looked her straight in the eye and asked her to open the highest level dimensional door that she could. She looked at him for a long time as if she didn't know what to do. Finally she shrugged and resigned herself to the situation. 


Chapter 259 - trust