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Chapter 5 - CHAPTER 4 UNCOMFORTABLE LOVE

(As I woke up the next morning. I try to get out of bed but I realise I can't. Jasper is holding me close and every time I try to move it's like he pulls me back as though afraid to let me go or to say no I won't let you go as I want to stay just that little longer. Just to hug you unconditionally and lovingly..) Jasper:(he mumbled in his sleep) you're so cute when you're like this. And I love the fat I love you well not fully. I'M only just starting to fool for you so so weirdly, but it'll be fine.)( He doesn't realise I can this, too)

Angel:of-of course I'll stay with you beside your two sweets saying no too and I don't want to hurt your precious feelings( I whisper very softly as I go super close to him bear in mind, I'm half asleep too. I'm not probably thinking about what i'm doing) Jasper:( i wake up thirty minutes thirty are and I apologize immediately.And I also go riding the face like a tomato)i-im sorry sorry i didn't realize what came over me as I was still kind of liked sleeping.If a major feel really uncomfortable, please tell me( it up in a really bad panicAs I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, but didn't want her to think that I was being a bit controlling, and a bit weird.

Angel:wait( i hold his wrist gently but firm) i love hugs and it's also my love language. So you haven't made me feel uncomfortable at all ? In fact, it's okay, you can help me add.I feel at home and welcome here. Jasper: I am quite Glad to make you feel welcomed and safe. As the most important thing to make others feel secure In your stay, would you like to have some waffles for your breakfast as I have a feeling you like them and haven't told me just yet.Angel:omg yes please as I would love some of your scrumptious waffles and if you have it could I have Some maple syrup as i am addicted to it. I would do nothing more than have some tonight.

Jasper:(we go downstairs and we wee the kitchen and it's all in perfect order as it's supposed to be and she gasps in awe as she loves the look and I start the food). You got to sit your butt down and chill as we have a busy day to go food shopping and to do clothes shopping too. Angel:Well your not long about them as my ex got them for me and i don't like them at all as i feel so horrid now about them(I say with gritted teeth)(my voice Switches from gritted to soft) but are you sure you don't want to not spend so much money on me as i feel like i'm just using you and i don't want to feel like this

Jasper: Well, I am the CEO of "Teddy to go" and I have a lot of people who work for me and I don't usually do this but do you want a job at my firm working with me full time and The pay offer is well let's just say a lot ….#5000 a month Angel:(I am visibly shocked) a…are you really wanting to do that just for me .I am so grateful and yes I'd love the job if so and it also tell me your very wise with how your have and earn your money and I'm so happy that I got the job.

Jasper:Well that is right! I am very good with my money and I'm very proud of how good I am with my money as I spend some of that money to help the poorest of poor as they don't have enough money of their own and they need money to survive the horrid cule killing world. Angel:That's so amazing and epic on how you are so helpful to the poor and they must need an amazing man to help their struggles and worries away and to fully make it happen. You are helping people get back on their feet if they need the help. Jasper:well i do love to help others and I feel like a proper Champion and i always feel so happy to help where I can and I do.and I I see others happy I am very happy(I chillfully reply)

Angel: I'm glad other people have the food you supply and thar that can actually live and they can live their life and not just survive on what they have as in the way of food. I'd love to visit them as well(as I munch on my food and I'm quite curious and want to see how they are.) Jasper:The only problem is that they are really far away now and in a much better environment now and are super happy to be where the families are living.(I look sad but i happily munch on my food as i love food or more commonly known as a massive foodie) Angel: oh Well I'm sure we could do something else as I really thinking it could be very beneficial for our emotional wellbeing and physical wellbeing as we need to get some food in Maybe.

Jasper: Yeah and I do actually need to go some food shopping and we urgently need to go clothes shopping too as I can stand those horrid clothes you are wearing as it's not looking good on you and I don't want you to be absolutely hideous. I'm not going to lie but you deserve so much better from what you have and I don't care what we say we are getting spoiled like a rotten apple. Angel: Well, you don't have to be but I guess you're going to do it even if I say no and not yes, but a well, it's kind of like your money you're going to spend your me and my clothes and i'm not bothered about it because it's not exactly as if I demanded the money and hopefully, it's going to be a small amount of money that you spend on me and it won't be too much cause I really don't want it to be too much money.

Jasper: Well, I know a small store that sells good quality clothes for both female and male and also unisex items, as people love to wear norm women's and non end clothes and it's a very good but we do need to get ready to go otherwise it may shut soon and I don't want that to happen. And then afterwards we can chill out, but it's okay, just please take good timers. I don't want you to feel pressured, and I'll let you sort yourself out.Angel:awww it's okay, thanks. I'm quite grateful and I'd love to go out. Along.Can we do shopping for food first as i'm hungry and I would love some food. Jasper: Well I can't see any issues in doing that( she quickly does a washing up as I'd the drying up and then she gets ready and then afterwards I quickly get ready too.) well, are we ready to rock and roll as I know, I am and I can't wait to go out, but it's alright.

Angel: Yippee( we get some shoes on and then we go to the car. I drive to the shops.It's called "uni-sex for us" and jasper goes on about how amazing the shopping and how he would highly recommend it to someone and how he uses it all the time.( we also end up getting there within forty five minutes) Jasper: well, have a look around and see what you like on the budget is #350 and you absolutely deserve every single big money I have, and I will never, ever think any different. Angel: I love all of these clothes so much, and they're so good( so I grabbed twenty pairs of the outbits, and it only comes up too #200 and they are both very happy with the amount of shopping that they got. And now they have to do the food shopping but they leave.The clothes shopping in the car will stay.Do the food shopping and that comes up too #300)

Jasper: I know I have about five thousand left of my monthly budget and the food bill came up too #300 and then there was the shopping bill that was #200 so until all, it only came up to really#500 which means I have #4500 and I was very pleased that, as sometimes I can spend a lot more in one go, then why have I done it, and I'm pretty pleased with that. Angel: If you're pleased with that, I'm pleased with that, because I love to see people happy and I don't like to see people unhappy as that makes me unhappy. If can't tell by now I am a people pleaser and I really can't help it

( as we are about to leave the shop Loony walks up to us.And it's not good news either)

Loony: I can't believe you would just come back. Stabbed me like that and went with someone else. I can't believe you are utterly ridiculous. And I absolutely hate your guts, and I hope you fall in black ice.Because you just weren't with another guy just like that. I also demand you to come back with me.This instant(i quickly cut him off quite swiftly and sharply) Angel: ( i stand my grand my voice is firm as anything) oh well I will not be leaving with you as I've already moved on from my life and clearly. You haven't, and as I stand here looking upon you, I see a clearly pathetic low life man now, I really don't want to be with and if I were ever to be with you, I would to be blind and deaf to hear your pathetic lies and excuses of you being a horrible boyfriend, just go back to your own girlfriend. Oh, why she probably realised you were about stabbing a liar and decided to leave you as well. I can't blame her.

To be honest Loony: All I do for you, and this is how you repay me. It's unacceptable, and I hate you( Jasper Then rudely cuts him off because he can't be bothered to deal with his nonsense and rubbish, and he wants to show him who's boss. No one thinks you're a big man. And no one is absolutely scared of you. Because we can quite clearly see right for you. And none of us are actually scared of you, we're a laughing thing in our heads because of you, well, that's what we think, but we don't actually say it because if we set up. Then he would have gone, absolutely nuts and went into a really mad one, and then they try and pay out and us by smashing stuff or throwing things against a wall, to get out sam manga and frustration so he doesn't hurt anyone)

Jasper: Leave my funny girlfriend alone for us. I'll kick your butt down, distribute. I'm back at your mum's house. You got that and i'm not threatening you with an empty.This is an actual promise Loony: Yes sir (i look super angry knowing i've completely lost her good this time) i'm so sorry, angel. I deserve all the hate you. Give me, but I do love you. Still and I will forever love you.And I won't forget you even till death does us us apart Jasper: Well she's mine now buddy( i softly, peck, huh on the cheek and she blushes like the sun) well you look at that if I wasn't her boyfriend, I wouldn't have ever done that to a random girl that i've only just met a little while ago so you can get lost now(Loony walks away feeling absolutely hopeless and he leaves mumbling on the way. I wish I never got with that girl digger. As no angel is now so much happier than me. And it's so not fair because I really want to be more happier than her.Not her happier than me)

Angel: Thank you so much for showing him. Who's the boss around him? He would have kept trying to manipulate me every day until I got back with him, but because you showed him who's the boss, he is just gonna leave me alone now. I was so sick of him but I don't have to be sick of him anymore because it's not right for me to be sick of him anymore.Jasper: Well, we aren't dating just yet, but I know you're mine and you know I. 'm yours, oh I know this is completely off topic but I was thinking, do you want a job at my firm( he said in a swift casual voice)Angel: Nowhere you've got to be killing me for a job in your company. I would absolutely love yours. Also, what job would I be getting because I am down for whatever you want me to do as I think I will be absolutely fine for any job.

( we slowly start to make our way home)

Jasper: Well how about being my very own personal secretary, why do you get to help me hire or fire anyone within a certain reason that they could call on unfair dismissal and unfair dismissal. It gives them about #5000 worth of money And that's a lot of money and we cannot lose even just for the one person part and the salary that you'll be earning is #4000 permark, but the only catch is. You have to work for an entire month and then you get paid your first lot of money.But that's just what happens with every company.It's not just my company, it's a worldwide company.

Angel: Well I can certainly work with you. That is definitely not an issue in the slightest bit as I love helping. But the thing is only actually going to be doing from a day to day basis as in the way of helping out and all of that.Jasper: Well, all you really need to do in the way of helping out is a few of me during the meetings and be by my side, as it's a very good offer and you only need to do that. I'm really grateful we have met and I can't express how grateful I am. Or my gratitude towards you. And I am so grateful to have you by my side as a business partner and at the moment, a best friend.

Angel: Well, I am also tremendously grateful for helping you out as I've been on the streets by now being taken advantage of and I don't know what I would do about you. And that's the reason why I'm so grateful for what you are doing. Every step of the way that I'm with you. Jasper: I'm so happy that you're happy as I always want you to feel excluded or unhappy as I would never forgive myself if something happened. Bad to you and I found myself responsible for whatever happened to you. Because I'm also a pupil pleaser. And I don't like to see people getting hurt. Even if they deserved it. It's like I always tend to feel mercy for the people that really deserve it, like the people that are getting hurt but I guess it's just my weakness.

Angel: Well, I can't obviously express my gratitude more and more, but and you know why I am really grateful for everything that you ve had provided for me and I will never forget this day or us even meeting.( we get home and it's just passed 4pm) Jasper: Why i am quite glad it's teeth time soon? Because I'm so hungry and I really want some food. But thankfully, we have bought the food from the shop and now we also need to put all the shopping in too, but it's very good for us to have multiple options, but not gonna lie. I fancy some fish and some chips. What do you fancy sweetheart, as I want to make sure that you get what you really want. Angel: You know what fish and chips sounds amazing. I'll have one piece of code and a handful of chips with some salt please. also some vinegar too , pretty pleased with a cherry on top.Even though I don't really like cherries, because they taste way too sweet for me and my liking. Oh I wouldn't want to be a bother either. That's all right.Cause you know what I'm like I don't like being a bother.

Jasper: Well, of course, it won't be a bother for me to do use some food as i'm doing the exact same thing for me.And I really don't mind anything like that as I love to be helping out( he starts cooking the fun and it takes about 20 minutes for him to do the food. And then we sit down in peace on the city and we just eat and watch him tv and afterwards, angel goes to wash up even though I said I would wash up too hard is before she gains and said she was going to be doing the washing up) ( We start to see a pretty sunset through the windows, and it looks absolutely gorgeous, and we just think to ourselves. Wow, that's just absolutely amazing. Just like each other) Loony: You know how gorgeous the sunset is? Well, if you're not as gorgeous as you are because I think you're absolutely gorgeous and anything in the entire world and I wouldn't wish that on any of you because only you deserve it and I just want you to be truly happier than what you really are. Angel:( Your words make me blush. But I don't want to let him know that i'm flustered, but I also don't want him to know that i'm slowly falling for his charm because it's absolutely perfect) well, I can't help but fill all these emotions as the day has progressed, but I feel like a nervous wreck and I want to love you. I truly do, but it filled as though my heart would break again and I don't want that to ever happen to either of us.

Jasper: Well, I'll love you until all the stars in the multi universe. Or even the Milky Way galaxy dies out just for you as I feel you are my favorite girl in the whole galaxy and I know what I'm single you're single.How about we partner up…. Well, I mean not like that, but um... well, what I was meant to say if you want to….. Do you want to cause i'm fine with this? Angel: I would love to, I would absolutely do, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for this( we've realised how close we are to reward each other. And I eventually packed him on the cheek and then he gave me a cheeky smell as I know it. He liked it as much as he didn't want to tell me that he liked it) but I will tell for a long adventure as I really want to take my time. Would things this time around dating?As the last time I went head first into when I don't want to do that again

Jasper: well…. That would be erratic... really unexpected? But you know, I love it as I really expected you to do anything other than just a kiss! any of a girl would have just done an awkward fist bump, or our quid high five? And I feel as if I have been friend zoned to that girl, or if that girl's never been interested in me at first. It's as though I've never been good enough for them or they've moved on so quickly. I Ve never had the chance to even tell them that I loved them or I even like them at that point or anything like that and the last partner I had was a year ago I am not sure if I could have again. But I will try even if I fail. I will keep really trying for you.I know we'll only try just for you. Angel:( she pecks me softly on the forehead again. Ai she's blushing like mad but there's nothing she can do about it.) Jasper: On the outside, I've been feeling blue, but on the inside, I felt so warm and it's Cos. I can't stop looking at you and I love the fact that you love me. Just the way I am and I feel so special about it.Or I feel like a really inclusive and perfect Angel: Well I'm so glad I may do so that way because I don't want to make anyone else feel that way except for you.

Jasper:( my voice recogniser for us be as I really need to have a drink to clear my throat and she loves to sing my raspy voice. Even though it's not my fully natural voice, it also hides other girls that come across my voice, as it makes my voice just sound a bit different and unique from all the other people's voices. And all the girls notice me until I stop having my raspy voice because of that reason I cough anyway and the last few voice stops) anyway, as that wasn't my natural voice. I don't think it suits me but people keep proving wrong. Well, as I like this plain voice more better than anything and you've got a more angelic voice and I think it really suits you better than what any other voice would ever suit you.

Angel: Well At least I can honestly say I didn't fear. Look at all the voices. What I really felt for is your personality in how much of an open minded person you are and to all those for vulnerable people you have helped that really needed their help as well. On the plus side of things, you also helped me out when I needed it the most. I will forever be in your depth and I will never leave you for anything as I owe you too much to leave you and I wouldn't want to leave you even if I could leave you. Jasper: I know what I have to ask, but I can't bring myself to say it just yet.I don't want to make sure it's the right time.The right place and the right setting, so it can feel so special and perfect.Just like you are. I feel as if I can finally make the right choice in the person that I'm dying to. And I can't express how I want to say these words, but I also have an idea just for you and I know you're going to like it because it's a very special place in your heart, so hold on tight ( I quickly grabbed a blind fold and I pulled it round her head. I then equally led her towards the car. Opened the car door, put it around the car and then I drove off to the beach. But she doesn't know where we're driving off to because I haven't said a word I last spoke and I haven't proceeded to say a single word but I can feel as though she's sensing. On where we are and what the surroundings are towards us, we get there and I lead her gently and swiftly on to the beach near the waves but not too close to the waves.)

Angel:( I take my blind Ford off as it's time to become a little bit itchy and a little bit irritated behind my ear as my ears are not used to buying forwards being on so I take it off. I see a beautiful stunning beach just below my eyes. I see Jasper on one knee. Quickly tying his shoe ice, which I think nothing of and he pulled something like a box out of his pocket and I realized it to ring and now absolutely shocked and stunned that he would ask me out like so formally, but so probably as well and i'm absolutely stunningly speechless)

Angel: While this place is so stunning in all amazing, I really love the place, it's it's like a paradise and I'm the Queen and you re the king, I'M just super shocked that you could bring someone like me to a really lovely place and asked me out just like this, I feel like I'm in heaven. But you also have to ask me properly. Jasper: Well of course my darling( I do have a small soft cough) will you be my girlfriend as I have never felt this way about any other person? And I feel like you are my soulmate. And I truly never ever want to date someone else other than you, so please, will you date me( you can tell it's a promise ring, but it doesn't matter. Promising ring but nevertheless She's still in love with even though it's only a small twenty four carat diamond gold ring and it's not massive, but it's not too small, and somehow i knew what ring size she was)

Loony: it's okay if you don't want to date me. I ain't gonna force you, you can just say it best, mate. As I know what some people are like. Under pressure there you go ooh, where Buli, and their brains go fuzzy, and then they make a rash decision that they later regret, but I truly promise you I'm not. In it because I want to play a prank on you. I mean it because I definitely do want to be with. And my heart will forever go on for you. I just really care so deeply about you. And I love you very much..

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