January 20
I don't even know why I'm writing this. Well I do but I think Its stupid. Yes i did get cursed at a very, very young age (I was a toddler) and yes i do get random urges and what some would consider less than sane, but its fine really. the worst thing i did lately was that I strangled a rabbit. Ok i know that sounds bad but in my defense I didn't just go and chase down a cute bunny just for the sake of it. I also cooked and ate it. See I'm just a hunter. Following my natural instincts. Though there probably would have been cleaner ways to kill the thing. That did not include slowly strangling it. And adjusting my grip slightly so it takes as long as possible without ruining the meat... Yeah i can see why my dad thought this was a good idea.
Yeah i keep myself out of trouble mostly but that's mostly cause my parents are very supportive. They know about my uhh infliction, and i can always talk to them and gather my thoughts. I may have thoughts but I'm not truly that impulsive. So if i can just have a place to gather my thoughts It should prevent me from doing anything id regret. Unfortunately Im on a one way Train to the Gorondel National University of Magic. Yeah that's right this country bumpkins a mage. And a damn good one too. About to start a new Life away from friends and family. hahahahah kill me. this also means that my usual place of gathering my thoughts is a bit out of reach and every second Im writing this its getting further away.
And so dear reader. this journal will be my way of making sure I don't accidentally kill anyone. though if this shit gets out my life in the University might be over. i need to read up on the laws a bit more. is there a punishment for just conspiring to murder someone in a journal you keep specifically to stop yourself from murdering someone. well either way this isn't a diary where i chronicle my daily life. just a place to gather my thoughts. don't expect daily updates. If you start getting daily updates I'm probably not in a good spot. Aight to another day