Chapter Twenty Five
Lucianna's POV
I don't recall how we manage to reach back home but right now, I'm laying on his bed with him settled on top of me.
"J-Jacob~"
His kisses were deep that I can feel anger from it. I can feel how my sexual urges elevates higher with every minutes that has passed with his lips on mine.
"Don't think of running away from me…" he said in between kisses.
My top was nowhere to be found and I'm almost bare if he also had taken off my panties. I can't remember how he ripped me off my clothes, I was so drowned with these ecstatic feelings he sent.
"I want you mine. You're mine."
My mind was clouded with dark desires, its too strong, I can't follow on what he murmurs about!
"I'll do everything to keep you close. I want you so much, Lucianna…"
What was he talking about?! Oh, god! Stop talking and keep on kissing me!
"Ahh~!" I screamed my moan when his palm grabbed my breast, playing on its peak with his calloused fingers.
I bit my lower lip hard when his lips travelled down my throat.
"Jacob!" I wanted to make him stop but my voice came out pleading to have something. It's frustrating, this battle against the bond between us and my resolve.
"Mine." he kept whispering the word as if it was a spell. His magical hands works pleasure and his lips found its way to the claim on my neck.
"Mine…"
He started licking on the healed mark and that was enough to trigger the bond for activating once again.
I was not prepared when I suddenly felt his teeth sunk on that sensitive part of my flesh.
He was claiming me again!
My head was thrown back, my body arching up from the familiar sensation his mark has sent down to my spine! The feeling was glorious! That feeling when you finally see a dear friend after a long time apart, but stronger.
It completes something inside me, the power of the bond sure was amazing.
This does not hurt at all.
This was not like the first time.
He was doing it right this time, not stopping abruptly.
And when he licked the wound he made, I moaned his name together with an explosion of light in my head.
"You are mine, Lucianna…" he whispered and moved to kiss my collarbone next, down to my breast.
I was out of breath when his mouth claimed one of my peak and his hand palmed my other breast. Because of his claim, I become more sensitive that every of his move was leaving an aftershock on my skin.
Like there's a tingling sensation crawling up my body in.every.move.of him.
"J-Jacob~"
"You have to know you're mine. You have to know that there is nowhere to go but in my arms…"
I don't even care about his words anymore. I'm too drown with the heat and the mate bond between us.
I hate it. And I like it at the same time.
This feeling was dangerous.
His kiss moved down to my stomach, to my navel, and my eyes widened when I realized where his hot lips were aiming!
"Jacob! Ohhh~"
My protest was too late when I felt the poor fabric ripped and followed by his tongue flickering on my most sensitive bud.
I can feel my orgasm quickly building up, my hands clutching on the bed sheet and my eyes closing tight shut.
"Fucking taste so good, Lucianna."
All my mouth does was moan his name, I am so driven by the bond and by his addictive touch and kisses.
When he sucked on my bud, I felt it coming! A huge release was finally taking over my senses!
It's too strong that I think I will hyperventilate from it!
"Jacob! I'm coming!"
He stopped.
"No. Not so fast, Lucianna. I want you crazy, I want you to want me so bad." he said and claimed my lips.
I groaned my frustration. I felt my body convulsing from the deprivation of the climax my body was longing for.
"Please~!" I can't believe I begged!
But he did not gave me what I needed.
Jacob left my sensitive bud and shower me with deep kisses. I can feel his hard-on poking on my leg and that frustrates me more.
When my body calmed, Jacob started going downtown again, building up another climax.
I feel like I'm going crazy! Everything was a haze, everything was blurred by the desire, I am pleading to finish my orgasm so bad!
But he stop again before I could come.
"Jacob!" I snarled weakly.
He looked at my eyes and I look down to him with weary eyes.
Fuck! I want to cum!
The way my core convulses, throbbing, pulsating, its a pleasurable pain!
"No, baby, I'm sorry."
If you're sorry, then fucking make me cum!
I hold his nape and kisses him this time. He groaned but answered my kiss in the same passionate way. I tried to change our position and I succeeded.
I'm on top of him as I took off his shirt but when I grabbed the band of his pants, he hold my waist and stopped the kiss.
I looked at him with frowned forehead.
I'm fucking gonna regret this tomorrow but what's important to me right now was this moment!
"Lucianna…"
"Fucking shut your mouth, Jacob and just kiss me."
Before I could lean down for another kiss, he shift our position quickly and now hovers on top of me.
"No, baby." he whispered that made me whimper.
"I want to come, Jacob!"
"Not until you're crazy for me."
"You know t-that will not happen!" I think I already am, from the moment I saw you, you fucker!
"Exactly why."
"Let's complete the process! Let's mate, Jacob."
I want my itch to be scratched and I am willing to give in, okay? I'm willing to have sex with him from all the frustration I have right now. And that will also help me in my future escape.
There's no more reason to delay it any longer.
"No. That will mean you'll go away…"
My protest was halted when he started another foreplay, letting me sunk to the ecstasy and pleasure but hangs me at the end.
It happened again and again.
Once, twice, four times. But he kept me hanging, and I was left frustrated and needing for more.
He won't let me reach the edge! He won't let me orgasm! He tease me, he pleasures me but he won't let me finish all that in peace and full pleasure!
Jacob finally stopped his silent torment and was now laying beside me. His manhood seems to be bursting under his pants but he still have control over himself!
Fucking alpha male!
How much of control does he have to not be able to be lured by the mate bond?! While here I am, panting and heaving!
I was laying on my side, my back facing him and there's tears rolling down my eyes.
I cred in silence.
Am I being punished? I feel like so.
I never knew that not reaching my own orgasm will drive me insane like this. It's frustrating, too much that I can barely take it.
"W-Why?" I whispered in a crooked voice.
I flinched when the back of his palm caress my shoulder, down to my arm. Repeatedly.
"You're mine, Lucianna."
That was not an answer though there was a lot behind those words but that was not what I needed.
"Why?" I asked through gritted teeth in a tougher but still weak voice.
Jacob sighed.
I felt him moved and then his warmth enveloped my back. He pulled the blanket to cover me more before I felt his soft lips pressed on the skin of my shoulder.
What was the game he's playing this time?
"I don't want you to run away…"
My eyes screwed tight.
"And this helps?"
Silence.
You do this to me, Jacob and you're not sure if it will work?
I can't think of anything but his wicked resolve to our problems. I am getting more exhausted from the things he do, from the way he handle things.
"If you want me kneeling before you, you should've fucked me like crazy, make me lose my head, mind-break me." I sarcastically said. "Guess you're not capable of that."
Jacob sighed once again before moving back to his side of the bed.
I noticed just now that I always challenge him. With words, or actions. And recently, he stopped stepping in my trap.
"Mating with you means you'll run away. You said that yourself." he murmured.
"Hanging me on my edge won't? I think you're head is malfunctioning."
"This way… you'll want me more." he whispered as if in daze but confidently.
I bit my lip.
I, myself, don't know if I haven't already.
Everyday was a battle from within me already and that was because half of me was running to him while the other half was just the wrath I'm trying to reason out.
But I can't deny the fact that I want him everyday though I make sure that I fool myself for my own reason.
"That is far from possible." I mumbled.
Another silence came before Jacob broke out the silence.
"You'll find out soon."
I gritted my teeth. What does he mean?
There are some parts of this mate bond that I am not aware of. And that's the downsides of it. I never studied those parts because I never thought I will end up in a situation where all of those will happen to me.
Now, I'm scared what might happen soon from how he sounded confident about it.
"Get out of here."
I thought he will keep the fire of anger inside me burning but I was surprised that he did stood up and silently walked towards the door.
"I'll be just outside if you need me." he said before walking out and closing the door.
I did not know what he meant.
Why would I even need him?
Then the morning came and all my inhibitions flies far and unreachable.
Because I found out the answer for my dumb questions.